強烈的燒焦氣味

re:
係既，點會有人想身邊人犯同自己一樣既錯誤??
不過我諗我理唔到咁多，太多野需要我care
可能等到我諗起你d問題時，自己已再一次趺低......

不過呢幾weeks之內，我留意到好多野
一直希望自己決定冇錯
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除左「高音」之外，諗唔到其他詞語形容
Kokusyoku Sumire - Watashi no Gakudan
https://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=V4Lhjmow6wI#t=31s
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話說俾CYP望下我張jupas list，叫佢comment一下
又見到佢勁講其他mentees揀埋d乜乜物物，呢樣唔好o個樣唔得，
expect佢會講對我張list既見解
終於，CYP叫我過去，我擔張椅過黎，
點知佢話：『冇乜野架la，拎返你張list走la~』
我既反應係...... =.=
(都好正常，已經避開左好多高風險項目)

PE--Adventure Games
好正
玩『天國的階梯』真好笑
根據Eric的詞句--隻腳不斷perform SHM =.="

Gary is a man,
who is not meant
to be mad,
but always makes amendments
and will not easily 'end'.

我真係忍受唔到自己再係咁
強烈渴求改變--我唔想「前程似『咁』」

近日亦的確少了領受
唯一印象深刻既週四返學遲到
但撞正地鐵訊號故障而冇事

其實我......
我......
我好恨我自己......

九巴最終決定取消70號線，十二月七日生效
以後少架車直接去禾輋、CU、松仔園、太和、九龍坑......

其實都預左 -______-
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今日既UE proj. present真搞笑
週二同週三永遠都係好多笑點既日子

Continous(edited ver.)

近日
持續夜瞓
持續對自己學業感失望
持續用眼、用腦過度

偏偏又能
持續有拼搏精神
持續過著充實(而不快樂)的日子
持續冇因轉季而生病
持續在xanga打長post XD
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開始改觀
1.對自己的睇法
kai左、專注度下跌、好多濕碎野記唔到
需要內儉、反省、改正
-仲考慮緊mock完break前再癲一次

2.對＿＿＿＿的睇法
兩個week後回顧，對此心灰意冷，circles始終都是問題癥結所在
看來需要『結構性轉型』，維持自己想要的
應該一早接受這事實，一早深入了解
被聰明所誤，無奈
也有得益，快樂
 - - -
不過，不會因此改變生活習慣
需要做不代表我 能/可以 做
生活如此，內心更有掙扎
希望唔會係再一次『偏行己路』，否則 orz

3.對信仰的睇法
不應帶『面具』<--我一向都做到
要正視問題<--要學下
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(被迫)參與人體實驗
不過從舉辦者的觀點出發，有人肯自願性參與反而係更大問題
我無所謂，只要係有功課/UT的日子都冇問題(之前已在此講過)

諗起ykk問既問題我仲未reply
不過已不再需要，留待下次先~

學校書展見到有《空想科學》ar~~
忍住忍住，AL之後先睇，一定好正

終於搞掂『pork-chops』張list(雖然要再執既機會好大)

再講一次--本人係anti-EB的
我既account password係garyleung
請自便

星期三

星期三是complex number日--充滿 zzZ
冇single堂既日子真難捱
搞gag度日同multi-tasking永遠都係最佳解決方法
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今日放學後俾一條數纏繞：
find x.

仲搞到我miss埋架E21A -,-

學琴時聽到既：
『唔同pianist可以將d baroque歌彈到好唔一樣......
但所謂唔同彈法可以一d都唔好聽』

Bach Prelude and Fugue No. 17 in A flat major (BWV 862,WTC1)
http://hk.youtube.com/watch?v=gCL5Zvnt0TU
鍾意佢articulation好，亦夠expressive，不過prelude太快，fugue不夠balance
(唉，講到好pro咁，但自己又彈唔好......)
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TTW既尊容by Phil(俾d唔係莊記既人睇既)：

至於佢個樣似唔似某d知名人物，請大家自行判斷
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i just realize how stupid i'm
i carelessly show too much things here
it's time to bear the responsibility and consequences
if my experience in my life has once bothered you, worried you or even hurted you
i will say sorry

'an end, but not a dead end'
it seems that i have learned and growed a lot in this
i hope that after years and years, that can still be a secret (well, i don't mind if it isn't a secret already)
there4, i shall not expose anything more about it here
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Q: what will you be if your 'live' is inverted?
A: you will be an 'evil'

又一大搞作~~

(轉載自Pinky)--
麥兜之少年時代(改編岳飛之少年時代)

麥兜，字仲肥，香港　九龍人也。生時，有膠兜盤旋，飛到頭上，因以為名。未彌月，金融風暴，冇曬錢，母麥太抱兜四處避債，中途問人借錢，養家，好辛苦。

兜讀唔成書，好多野講。天資愚蠢，強記書傳，尤好《黃巴士》及兒童快報。家貧，拾薪為燭，誦習漫畫，不寐。生有神口，未冠，能吃包三百斤。學英文於Ｍｉｓｓ　Ｃｈａｎ。Ｃｈａｎ寫三句，皆正確，以示兜；兜拿筆一寫，錯文法，再寫，又錯。Ｃｈａｎ大驚，以所愛鋼筆贈之。兜由是益自練習，仲係寫錯。

未幾Ｃｈａｎ死，兜感動不已。每值聖誕，必俱火雞，詣Ｃｈａｎ家，玩又笑；又用Ｃｈａｎ所贈鋼筆，寫三句，仲係錯。母知而義之，撫其背曰：「使汝異日要作選擇，雞腿還是讀書乎？」應曰：「惟大人許兒選擇雞腿，何事不可為？」

無奈，無奈

明日pure UT postpone至週二，感謝主，可以早睡早起
週三有UE section C UT，
週五(24/10)下午有shm+grav. quiz，無得迴避，真無奈
28/10上午acid-base eqm. quiz，如無意外將會迴避，下午有SU候選大會
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感官功能退化，有點眼矇耳聾，做sudoku都差了
藉此機會推介sudoku duck，其『解決』能力實在深不可測，
就連『common triple』同『contradiction』都有，
真好奇那些IT人如何寫code的。

《Fugue》

保齡球--從來都不算是運動，卻很有趣
留意球的去向，期望全中或補中
至於用左手......真的不敢嘗試，可一不可再

那Toyama琴算是我見識過最hard的琴
好明顯的被tune過，彈middle c冇c音，彈a唔出a音
不過都有好的地方
--彈BWV862的Fugue時tone colour的轉變倒是非常明顯而合理
那是個人練習時經歷不到的

天氣凍了
我們對gag的需求要減少
否則，會像AJ一樣--面臨絕對零度的威力

本週一直都是愉快地渡過的
令人開心的事本週也發生了不少
成績不理想都未有使我心情低落

約翰福音21:1-19 『讀後感』：
現實中，我一直都說：『主，我願放手，讓祢來為我打點。』
實際上，我有如此行嗎?
想起自己也曾經有『放手』的經歷
之後也曾失落過
可惜，不便透露

現在又有一個『放手』的機會
不過，我是多麼的不想放
物質上的，我可以捨棄
非物質上的......有難度
怕自己不服氣

無可奈何：
人類所做的每一件事未必全然為自己，但都有可能傷害了別人
不做那些事就能使別人不受傷嗎??不一定
但自己卻肯定有損失，甚至傷害

又想起了那個異夢
真正的夢，duration很長呢(可能現在還未完)
與這夢相比算得是甚麼

總之我一想起這問題自己不能解決，就一定不會快樂
是的，要『放手』，這本應不難做到，之後結局如何，我不想理會
(如果可以像BHJS時般置身事外，多好)

或者，我應該改變自己......
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近來的post都好長，好費時
偏偏自己不斷諗野，又好想分享

《Prelude》

時間不早，言詞稍作精簡

週五的輕鬆活動-保齡球
好開心見到自己有進步，
記緊下週必須再剪指甲

中化UT--呵呵呵，心機付出了很多，只等結果
08年重作--呵呵呵，又衰左

另外，五樓dance rm個琴真係好硬aaaaaaaaaaaaa~
我彈親d歌都好著重touch同好soft，唉，當係自己功力不足
(tony同yuki彈beethoven op.13倒是不俗)

開心完之後，就不開心......
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'Sudoku Colour' form SCMP Young Post on 13 Nov 08,  4-star difficulty,

完全唔係4-star difficulty咁簡單
不過又唔使triad and error既~
我玩sudoku真係差左，連呢個puzzle都搞左好耐
其實都唔係好難je~~

本post著重簡述事件
其他的請留待明日的《Fugue》

「Gary，你做乜諗野?」

好問題......

人被賜予思考既權利
雖然不代表人可以亂諗野
但可以俾人有反省/反思既空間
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繼續分享自己既經歷

今日個chem project presentation
過程冇出錯，都係有少少緊張
miss既問題---其實我應該可以答中
偏偏o個時個腦short左，
話o係藥房可以買到既aspirin係chiral drug 同 prescription needed
可惜，可惜

話說中化堂開始講『宗教』
個人相信身邊肢體們必定會同老師爭辯
不過我冇咁做
(其中一個理由係會拖慢教書進度......呢d野其實可以落堂先講)
(我都會尊重o個 d有其他信仰背景既人)
想講下既係
1. 人未必能估中 神既心意
2. 人要感恩、珍惜、知足，因為佢地得著恩典/恩賜
3. 困境，災難係 神容許既
正如南亞海嘯，四川地震，我都奇怪點解神會容許世人有d咁既經歷
所謂公義何存，點解災難--一d唔見得係好既野，神容許佢存在???
另一角度去諗，人在逆境中更會去尋求神，o係逆境中傳播神的大愛更有效
仲有，當人安於現況，就開始自以為是
that's why我們要『謙卑』
(如以上觀點有錯誤之處請留cm更正)

jupas
真係花多眼亂
情況就好似去食自助餐：
好多野有得食　　　　　vs　好多program choices
食自己鐘意既　　　　　vs　讀自己想讀既
要睇時節決定食乜　　　vs　要睇市道(career prospect)
抵唔抵食　　　　　　　vs　(冇理由入U讀日文，係咪先??)
想食都冇　　　　　　　vs　俾尖子同高材生玩哂
同人搶野食　　　　　　vs　有好多人爭
自己個碟既大少　　　　vs　有冇資格去讀
自己食到幾多　　　　　vs　自己應付到幾多

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人有反省/反思既空間，
先可改善自己，maximize自己既benefits
所以人能夠思考係好事

好多野發生，所以用point form：

1.恭喜Herman，Double同雅詩受浸，願主保佑

2.重作--08年第一題真係好tricky
我無寫輪眼，希望冇睇漏野~

3.好凍--又留鼻水又咳
浪費tissue =.=
我唔想病 =.=

4.好想同身邊d人傾多d計(唔係吹水同搞gag)
亦想繼續o係度分享自己所諗既野
但係我冇乜時間......

5.突然諗起羅馬書 6:23
因為罪的工價乃是死；惟有　神的恩賜，在我們的主基督耶穌裡，乃是永生。
(我平時犯咁多罪，係咪應該死左好耐?????)

Sports Day

開心是好，同時打開自己個心好唔好?
答案係點我都好開心
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一年一度 sports day in 長沙灣(小學sports day時都係呢度)
今次並唔係最投入、熱情既一次，不過是最奔放，最有參與既一次
(早知報埋100m，不過諗起自己起跑既reaction time error，就算了)
玩shot put同1500m - fair咁啦
發現原來自己對跑步有唔少『理論』
不過間接利用左d戰友，真不要得 hehe~
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(懷疑A君曾否在稱謝主時作出低b行為，不過我相信佢係有原則既人)
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mentor game -
(獨木橋是我地既必勝武器)
第一次拔河抽籤，見到一個形似『有』字既字
但其實係『冇』字，我地都開心得太早
估唔到ko埋集體記憶就抽到啦

其實一開始就覺CYP唔多想玩拔河，
不過我地冇放過佢(對手仲要係咁......『穩重』)
偏偏又漏左Twiggy(如果叫埋B君黎玩更好)

雖然，我地嬴唔到......
(再有下次，叫matthew頂上，起碼佢穩陣)
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in certain extent, i believe that those 'masterpieces' can only be appreciated
some secondary interpretion can only be 'masterpiss',
and even some have irrevelant viewpoint and analysis, which are 'master-miss'
(sigh)
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『樂極生悲』?唔只咁簡單
『樂極』，仲容易俾人『屈機』

其實
『樂極』，更要『謙卑』

所思所想

人總有現實之時，
所以也有幻想之時。
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覺得自己有好多顧慮，乜都諗一餐
但自己又力不從心，做野唔見得好好，搞到自己乜都唔想諗

覺得自己對事好認真，有原則有目標有追求
但跟住又好hea，好唔知想點，於是做野好求其

覺得自己好樂觀，忽視問題嚴重性
但有時又好執著一d野，好唔安樂好燥，擔心會有乜後果要承擔

小總結：仲係o個兩個字，『矛盾』。
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想玩弄一下語文
相信好快會被語文玩弄

思緒好亂好雜
覺得自己個頭大左
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my heavenly father, thank a lot, i can be happier & funnier during this period
(in spite of being busy in these days)
hope to maintain this situation

indeed, doing anything can also make you happy
the key is your attitude towards it
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rex叫我做既野已搞掂
名係 leung.cheuk.hin
密碼係garyleung
各位請自便

(轉載)English is a confusing language

To all my English speaking friends! 

Let's face it: English is a confusing language 

There is no egg in the eggplant,
no ham in the hamburger
and neither pine nor apple in the pineapple.

English muffins were not invented in England;
French fries were not invented in France.
We sometimes take English for granted.
But if we examine its paradoxes we find that,
Quicksand takes you down slowly,
boxing rings are square
and a guinea pig is neither from Guinea nor is it a pig.
If writers write, How come fingers don't fing?
If the plural of tooth is teeth, shouldn't the plural of phone booth be phone beeth?
If the teacher taught, why didn't the preacher praught?
If a vegetarian eats vegetables, what the heck does a humanitarian eat?

Why do people recite at a play, yet play at a recital?
Park on driveways and drive on parkways?
You have to marvel at the unique lunacy of a language
where a house can burn up as it burns down
and in which you fill in a form by filling it out
and a bell is only heard once it goes! 

English was invented by people, not computers, and it reflects the creativity of the human race (which of course is not a race at all).
That is why when the stars are out they are visible, but when the lights are out they are invisible.

Do infants enjoy infancy as much as adults enjoy adultery?
Why is the man who invests all your money called a broker?
Why is a person who plays the piano called a pianist, but a person who drives a race-car not called a racist?
Why are wisemen and wise guys opposites?
Why do overlook and oversee mean opposite things?
If horrific means to make horrible doesn't terrific mean to make terrible?
Why isn't 11 pronounced onety one?
If lawyers are disbarred and clergymen defrocked, doesn't it follow that electricians can be delighted, musicians denoted, cowboys

deranged, models deposed, tree surgeons debarked, and dry cleaners depressed?
If you take an oriental person and spin him around several times, does he become disoriented?
If people from Poland are called "Poles", why aren't people from Holland "Holes"? And why is it that when I wind up my watch it

starts but when I wind up this story ends? 

Now, have a good day!

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Conclusion: 語言，是難以捉摸的。

i am busy & B.C. & a bit like those hard-working bees & a low-b XD

1.crazy crazy crazy november
still many things to do, (but/so) nothing will be done carefully

2.today's pmaths quiz
good job, not only me but also CCM
section A: Any 4 out of 5 Qs!!!
& all of us complete all 5 Qs, leaving not enough time for section B,
only notice this instruction after the test, haha

3.bus observation
in November no buses come in 0740-0750!!!
i dun want to run to school every day
(if the sports day is postponed 1-2 weeks later, then i dun mind)
but unfortunately it will be at Thursday
so today i have an early ride of route 45 at 0730
find out that repeating doing the same on that day will make me on time
but if i miss the bus, the next 41 at 0735 will be somehow risky

4.jokes
pity that zero is absent in the afternoon
the video about job interviews made us laugh a lot
http://elc.polyu.edu.hk/subjects/ELC3404/default.htm (by Peter)
Activity 18 - Through other eyes
must watch part 3~~
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[about the title]
busy
B.C.- Before Christ(在主面前)
as hard-working as bees
& a low-b <-- i dun need to interpret